so at twelve, the phone rang and everything was in a flurry. had to call up 32 other ppl at Midnight and inform them of the cancellation of trng. in the end, only managed to get 10 ppl on the phone. so tim&i msged everyone else. hope they read their messages before leaving their hse. -crosses fingers.

sometimes i wonder why am i so anxious,
doing stuff for them even at this pt of time..

after all, i guess it was a blessing in disguise since there was some controversy over it in the first place. so yeah. (:

hmm, unexpectedly had a pretty long chat after that. i guess ultimately its up to oneself, decisions and all. just a statistic to others, but a life to yourself. so yeah, its pretty selfish but its better to do what you like and nt be influenced by others. as they say, everything is just skindeep. it's undeniable that everything one does is for their own sake. trust me to be so dedicated in the first place that whatever decisions i made had their best interest in heart. oh well. (:

anyway,
i've grown horizontally! so much that i'm really..Disgusted by it.
okay, i wanna be The Biggest Loser!
do you think i can get onto the show?

Goodnight.